I love that you took the time to come and check out my blog!!! Thanks so much truly.

I’m one of those people who knew would always do this; I really thought about going into it as a mommy blogger, but as much as I love being a mom to my child, I didn’t want to put a spotlight on him, even though I plan to do this from a faceless angle. During the COVID Pandemic, I thought about doing relationships, especially with the emergence of that Kevin Samuels and the podcast bros, but then I figured any extra time I had shouldn’t be used arguing about anyone’s relationship especially if I wasn’t in one. Then I went all in on my business and pushed blogging to the side……..

On January 6, 2023, I decided to leave the “safety” of my state provided job to join the ranks of entrepreneurship like many others. I had successfully upkept my business for a couple of years, what could go wrong??? Shortly before the end of that same month and year, I realized a Spiritual Awakening was coming. How did I know??? EVERYTHING went to shit immediately after!!!

“Leaving the Matrix” is the idea of leaving behind everything you were taught and everyone who tries to stop you from breaking cycles—like the movie The Truman Show, he left the security of the “show” and ventured out into the real world. Well I have decided to “Escape into my world” now, I have tried long and hard enough to play the game the way other people have wanted me to, not really just me.

I tried to proceed with business as usual, but my soul had other plans which included ripping everything and everyone from me…..I was leaving the matrix…….What I didn’t understand was why if I was aware of this, was my business now failing???? I did all the things I were taught and more, and I barely got by then, until I could no longer get by with my business, began to work an array of odd jobs, ended up losing my rental home, had to give away two of my dogs, my whole world was ending…….

That is exactly what I wanted, except I didn’t know that a year ago. If I’m being honest, I finally jacked myself up by my braids and decided at the end of the year, I have to follow my actual dream. It took over a year of me finally understanding different aspects of this spiritual journey of mine. I have and still am learning to go into flow, but I’m a whole new person when it comes to what I will take and deal with from anyone—- I love that and it’s the best new thing about me. I’m learning to give myself more credit so I will also add, people that come from where I come from never tend to follow this path and I am so very grateful I am the type of person that will never truly resonate with something or someone my heart can never fully trust.

This blog is about me finally leaving the last piece of this matrix I was a part of, the birth portal I came out of. I currently stay with her because, of course who is brave yet foolish to believe they could still use me like her……But the good thing I know is that once I’m getting paid for my dreams, I will definitely never ever see her again and the joy I have in my heart for that moment is what keeps me going….. Also, this lady has played with my money for years, it’s time to end all of these money blocks.