Internal Thoughts

…..I guess that is why you really have to be honest with yourself about you if you want to be better. I know that if something keeps coming up in my environment, it is something I need to deal with internally. I keep and have kept it real cute on the outside, but hearing my nephew mutter to himself made me think, what is it I am ignoring about myself, truthfully? SO for the last nearly week, I asked the Universe to erase my mind, because I want to just start over. I released who I needed in love and I contact any of them as little as I possible can. This has helped me have a better week and I really got to understand what being selfish about yourself means….I have been standing in making sure I’m taken care of before I do anything.

I can tell the effect it had. One day I was sitting on the couch, quietly mind you, and everyone floated the area to me, all being quiet. Sometimes that birth portal use an opportunity to talk about whatever piece of the news she want to jar everyone with, but even she was quiet. I smiled to myself, I’m learning to keep my focus on me and really take my mind and others projections off of me and THEY can feel it!!!!! My baby smiles and gives me thumbs up too when everyone is talking, as if to say good job you are not talking to them this time. In fact, he has been telling me for sometime to just stop talking to them…at first I thought it was a jealous thing, but I put on my spiritual eyes and understood what he was saying. He is one of my spirit guides sometimes, lol.

I’m not perfect, but I am learning to lean my receptors to positive thoughts only…… I am also trying to stay in the state of just observing and not putting my thoughts into a situation or how it affects me. I focus my thoughts on the peace and joy I will have when I’m away from my physical environment. In the last two days I have been thanking the Universe for my new place and I will continue to do that along with clearing my energy and doing my thing and guess what, everything will be alright.